Staking claims

Y is there 8 places the cats like to nap in the living room and they have to fight over the same one. They are like children fighting over the red game piece.



Cats are staking their claims on the new cat tower rubbing their cheeks on their chosen platform. They like to scratch their claws on the fake fur (Thank goodness they like it) though only once did Precious scratch his claws on the rope. They love the view out the window.

Lovely evening

Had a lovely supper at sister's house with aunt and Mom. Had to explain again how nephew fell out of his swing and smashed his fnger in a car door yesterday. Nephew says, All better. Niece showed her cowgirl costume and then got back on the computer watching Thomas the Train amusement park in Japan. She can't understand why we want to talk to her. Nephew watched a Halloween cartoon to learn what this holiday is all about. They showed off the Halloween cards I made for them. Then went home when bedtime came. They will never go bed if exciting people are there.

Lost the battle with Paypal

Get email from Paypal saying more or less, Screw you for being stupid and purchasing an expensive item from a company you never dealt with before. Thanks for the money and we will keep your complaint on file for future reference. I bet I missed the deadline from writing 5 emails over the span of a week. Stupid me.

I cancelled my account with Paypal that didn't want in the first place.

Excitement of the day

Went shopping with 2 aunts and Mom. One aunt bought most of the things for her lake cabin. One aunt ran into a friend and friend asked if other aunt was her mother. Aunt explained that is her sister not her mother.

Then took niece and nephew to park so sister could get work done. Nephew asked for a big push. I give big push and he fell out of the swing landing on his tummy with face scratches on left side. We cuddled until felt better. Then returning home, nephew smashed his finger in the car door. Carried him in and got cold rag and another cuddle. Then he cuddled with my sister with his tiger and some Motrin. His finger has a purple bruise. Poor kid.

Now cuddling with cats. They miss me so much. 

Battle with Paypal continues

I emailed my complaint for the 3rd time about my issue with paying Paypal for a cat tower I failed to receive from My Pet Island. Jumping through hoops like a circus poodle to get a refund. Made myself a member as commanded by Paypal just to lodge a complaint (they do not communicate with nonmembers). My 2nd complaint received a copy and pasted list of rules on how to lodge my complaint. If that worked, I would not be using the Contact Us feature. Now with my 3rd email we shall see what happens. I will be sure not to buy anything that demands I pay through Paypal only again. Protect consumers from scam artists my ass. Screw You is more like their policy.

Headache I don't need Part II

Heard from Paypal about My Pet Island dispute. They do not communicate with nonmembers who do not have confirmed email accounts. In other words, I'm just out of luck until I have an account. So set up account hoping there is no monthly member fee I don't want just so these people will look into my dispute. I have to type in a credit card as my first payment and then must type in a bank account number to set up an account with them. Now I pray my bank account doesn't get hit with unknown charges cause there is only $15 in it and dislike bounced check fees from both the charger and the bank.

All of this just to demand my money back. I hate Paypal.

Viola!

Went shopping for a bracket to hold piece of cat tower still. I resisted the Halloween decorations. It is weird shopping this time of year with Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas next to each other. Then viewed the $5 movies and couldn't resist the temptation. Got a Benji and Care Bear movies thought niece might like, when she detaches herself from Utube. I will be sure to tell niece the Care Bear movie is one my Mom took me to as a kid (one of the few she let me see and complained how silly it was though she was not 9 years old like me who loved it). Got The Tudors 1st season on sale. This stuff is better than porn with a plot. My sister despised it from the violence in the first few episodes. Though can't say it is more violent than the murder mysteries she loves so much. My sister is full of contradictions.

Got a metal bracket meant to hang a mirror and attached it to the cat tower. It stop wiggling so all is good. Sad I buy a cat tower and then have to fix it. Then on top of all that, my shirt has 3 holes in it. I hate tissue fabric, I need clothes that last a few years. I'm broke and can't replace clothes regularly.

Precious still won't go outside. Every time a dog barks he runs to the bedrooms. Can't say I blame him. He had a good scare being chased up a tree.

Fixed cat tower

Tried to fix the cat tower to allow more cat butt space. Why does Precious have to be so huge. I hate fake fur getting caught and twisted in the screws. Need a buy a brace or something to stop one part from wiggling. I set cats on it and poor Frodo shook on the loose part so have to fix that.



Aunt called to tell me that she is coming to visit next week. Great, just what I need. I feel like Selena Kyle in Batman Returns where she destroys her apartment and becomes Catwoman.



I'm getting so sick of telling people I"m Still Unemployed to get nonstop useless advice. Let's see: Go be a substitute teacher, be a secretary, work for a daycare center, and my favorite, start your own dog walking/petcare business. Degrees and/or experience I don't have are required for teacher, secretary, or daycare center. I have no money to start any business. Plus I'm allergic to dogs.



What does it take to get a pathetic paying, no benefits, exhausting, miserable job? Apparently I'm not good enough to get one.

Poor Precious

Had a time outside after a pause in the rain and then, as we just get to the door a dog comes out. Let P down to rush to other side. Dog comes out loose and chases P up a tree. I called him 25 mins before he meowed back. He was 10 feet above my head. Then get him to door and the dog is barking so he runs across the parking lot as a car is trying to park. He wiggled out of harness after I stepped on leash. Grab him and carry him back with legs hanging to avoid being scratched. Get mail and toss garbage to hear the dog lady complaining I talked sh** to her. What did she do wrong when she tries so hard to get along with me. OK, I said "It's alright, don't worry about, we were coming in when I saw her coming, and it's okay." Do you call that sh**?"



Poor Precious had to wait all day to take this walk to.

Headache I don't need

Since I can't find a replacement cat tower at the pet store I originally bought it from (ceiling dripped over it and ruined it), I am forced to find a replacement online. First company My Pet Island had exactly what I wanted, but they never send it. No email saying they sent it. After 2 1/2 months, I order another one from another company All Pet Furniture. After a week, I get it, put it together, and think whoever makes cat furniture doesn't have grown up cats, or cats period.



This stuff is for tiny kittens, my cats' fat butts are not going to fit in these holes. All selections for cat furniture have rope my cats don't like and covered in fake fur I don't know how my cats will react so I have to buy something whether it works or not. Is there something wrong with carpet covered furniture with big holes. Hopefully it won't fall over when one jumps on it. What I want is no longer made.



Since I paid my credit card bill to Paypal, I wonder how am I going to get a refund from the first company. I get a message stating their email is not set up correctly and their phone number is a voicemail box only and box is always full. Paypal automated answer is ask the merchant for the refund. Can't contact them. I finally got a Contact Us email so hopefully I get a response. Automated answer is not helping me.

Playing with nephew

Played games with new nephew last night. Candyland, HiHo Cheerio, and Chutes and Ladders. He knows how to count and knows colors.



Had the weirdest dream as I was trying to go back to sleep at 4 AM. I dreamed I was opening presents and out came black lingere. I look around to be surrounded by excited family and deduce I'm having a bridal shower. I had big diamond and gold band on my finger. Too bad I can't get a guy to make this dream come true.



Had a neighbor walking her dog as I was walking Precious. She sat down on the grass and wailed. I'm sure the whole apartment complex heard her. I tried to ask what was wrong but couldn't understand her very well. I'm guessing she is accused of something and possible eviction. Maybe having 2 apartments??? Anyway gave her a hug with an "I'm sorry" and let her pet Precious. Petting a cat always makes me feel better. Then someone came out to tell her she needs to be inside. I saw her later walking her dog and went back in.



Cats had a screeching contest on the balcony last night and crashed into the screen door. Precious wanted to play and Frodo didn't hiding behind th couch. I intervened with my voice. After cooling off separately, they calmed down enough to rest on the carpet together.

Recession was over

Some economists of a company say the 18 month recession ended last year so we are in a recovery. Really? So are we in the next recession period or simply a jobless recovery with rising unemployment rate?

My one joy

Baked brownies, toothpick clean in center, so take out brownies to let cool. Cut into a corner to find chocolate soup. Put back brownies in the oven to recheck with toothpick in the chocolate soup. Toothpick clean so take out again to cool. Delicious brownie coming my way.

Paperwork

Helped sister with more paperwork for school's basic skills tests.  Why kids take these yearly tests at the beginning of the school instead of the end is beyond. Niece and nephew were ready to play, but I was there to work.

Precious tried to take a nap on Frodo objecting to being squished. Frodo argued he was there first (w/ a swipe of his paw and loud yowl) and Precious jumped down from the cat tower, eventually.

Had the furnace inspected by the apartment people. Everything is in working order and filter changed. I was half asleep when the guy knocked and cats didn't rush to the door, so maybe it was the wind. He knocked again before getting the key and I went to open the door. He asked if I had gotten the notice. Yes, I did. I just didn't want Precious to escape when he opened the door. He is a regular Harry Houdini.

No more movies

I go to sister's house and find out my niece and nephew are not watching my movie loans. They play Utube all day and night. Alright, no more movie loans. If they request one, then yes I will bring it. Nephew is doing well in school and Niece is loving dance lessons. They went to the park while I tended my laundry. Sister thought rain clouds were coming in, but no rain came.

Heart to heart

Had a lengthy conversation with someone who reads about my life online. My blogs and updates are quite negative. This person thinks I should be more careful what I say online cause people will think I'm a negative person.



Let's see: I'm jobless, I'm out of unemployment benefits, I'm broke, and I'm dependent on my family's generosity to keep me from living on the streets. I think I have earned the privaledge to be negative.



Forgive me if I don't wish to pretend everything is ok when I'm drowning. If a friend thinks I should be the phony person they are, perhaps we should not be friends. Their fantasies do not help me get through my reality in hell.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!

I hate applying online. I get a message saying I didn't finish my app. I hit the link and there is half my app already saved while other half is not saved. I already did all this before and finished my app correctly the 1st time. I can't help it their system erases what I type in.

Last check

Received a notice I got my last unemployment check delivered. I will receive a notice for Emergency Unemployment Compensation Benefits. Oh God please help me find a job.



In better news, I almost was jumped on by a neighbor's dog. I was getting my mail while dog outside came in the door to attack my groceries on the floor. Owner shut the door. I yell "Sorry" and locked the mailbox to dash upstairs. Owner watched from the window and came back in as I reached the top of the stairs. Groceries and plastic baggies remained unharmed. And yes, I had meat and gravy cat food packets that I'm sure made the dog crazy. Or it was my kitty smelling pants.

Laundry day

Took Mom to her house to have the realtor check it out. She agreed with me that house needs painting. The wood siding is revealed in some places which a mortage company might refuse a loan for all the peeling paint. Mom agreed to an amount she would be willing to pay for painting and if too much then sell the house "as is". Paint doesn't add that much to the house value, just makes it look nice when you sell it. We pointed out the assets: lots of storage, finished basement, large yard, shed/playhouse and everything is in working order. I pointed out the water heater and furnace, and the doghouse which is the A/C fan cover.



Then after taking Mom to the bank, grocery store, and back to her apartment, I went over to sister's house for laundry. Sister was on the sidewalk with the kids so I honk my horn to scare my nephew. Niece came running to my trunk where she knows my laundry basket holding her movie loan is. Sister checked my backseat for a lost stuffed animal. Nope, not there. We also lost a movie disk. Got the cover, movie was never watched, and I always check my movie covers to make sure the disks are there before taking them home. Think movies need to be placed up high if little fingers can't stop playing with them like toys. Taught nephew a new phrase, "Get your paws off". Niece giggled at the word paws.

Another day

Another day, another application and personality test filled out. Sorry my unemployed life is boring. Today I get to go to Mom's house so the realtor can view it. Then later go to sister's house to do laundry. Have to ask Mom for more money. I hope I find a job soon, I'm getting exhausted asking Mom for money all the time. I want to stand on my own 2 feet and take care of myself. Is that asking for too much?

Birthday party

Had a great birthday with Mom and sister's family at a pizza place. Despite the factsister couldn't find my musical birthday card. Then nephew almost opened his door while I was driving 70 on the interstate. Then nephew asked for chocolate when we cut the cake (it was vanilla). And niece had a tummyache and many trips to the restroom. Other than that we had a great time.

Happy Birthday to me

A Very Happy Birthday to me, to me.
A Very Merry Birthday to me, to me.
Now I'll blow the candle out and make my wish come true.
A Very Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Darn, I didn't win the lottery.

Top this day

Today, picked up Mom up for errands (house to remove items, lawyer, 3 banks, realtor, and groceries). Realtor actually read my book I paid to print and sent to local libraries. She liked it and asked for the next one. I don't have any money to publish another book so it is on the internet. She asked how I make money off the internet. I don't. It is just there for anyone reading the 1st book to read.



Then took niece and nephew to park while sister worked on things. I got wore out doing underdogs for niece and holding both for monkey bars. I had to say No More. Niece and I got Wet Butt going down the slides since it has been raining all day. Nephew only went down once with his shoes under him. He got on the swing that he has never done before. He said "Little push". Then came home to walk Precious and now bed.

Laundry day

Took laundry over to sister's house as usual and sister arrived home first. She needed a few minutes of quiet time before getting the kids at the babysitter down the street. Read a letter from my aunt during quiet time and asked sister how the kids like school. Nephew still doesn't like getting left behind, but enjoys the babysitter's noisy toys. Niece is happy as a clam making new friends. One girl played with her 3 recesses in a row.



Aunt letter was full of her Fall cleaning b/c her gym was being cleaned and she had nothing better to do. She washed the car, trimmed a bush, got out Fall decorations, cleaned upstairs, and went through her husband's things (he died last winter). Then she complains my Mom doesn't always answer the phone when she calls her. Yes, Mom plays cards in the rec room, eats dinner in the dining room, and shops for groceries for breakfast and lunch. She says as Football returns they will have the theater playing games for the residents. Mom said she was unsure if she should go cause most game people are men. Oh yes, I said, go watch the games on a big screen, she might meet a new boyfriend. She probably have better luck than me. Mom laughed at that.



So after a quick rest, my sister is restored and goes to pick up the kids. Immediately they fight over the computer. I think both have YouTube addiction. It was niece's turn so nephew has to lay on the floor and kick her chair. This greatly disturbs niece and when threaten with a time out, he pouts in the hallway rolling up the entry way rug. As things calm down, I hug niece hello and announce this week's movie loan. Now she has to watch a movie she requested last week. Nephew gets on the computer. Niece disagrees with this, but as my sister pointed she is watching a movie so it becomes HIS turn.



Get laundry done and hug good-bye. It is was time for baths and go to bed for the kids.

Interesting article

Read an article about people getting fired over things posted on the internet. Here's an idea, on social sites change your privacy settings so not just anybody can read it. On web journals, use a fake name and avoid indentifying words that tells strangers who you are. (A friend I met online was concerned about people identifying me and had to explain I'm not completely honest on my blog trying to remain anonymous) And even better advice: If you don't want the world to know your business then do not post it on the internet. And always remember that most people carry camera phones.

Poor niece

Heard from my niece that she received her insurance card last Friday to go with her first teaching job. Today she received a letter from the insurance company refusing any coverage until August of next year b/c of her preexisting condition. What? She has diabetes needing insulin shots 3 times a day and blood sugar testing strips used 3 times a day, she can't go without coverage for a full year. What if she ended up in a hospital?, she can't afford that on what she gets paid. I swear insurance is the worse curse bestowed on mankind.



She concludes she will speak to her people tomorrow about it. I hope everything works out for her.

Frodo's vet visit

Chased Frodo all over the apartment once he saw the cat carrier. Moved the couch, end table, climbed under 2 beds to discover cat vomit under the guest bed, and finally when he crawled under the cat hamock, I picked it up and grabbed him. Held him in the middle with both arms with his legs hanging down so he can't grab my shirt for leverage to jump off. He bit me under the guest bed and after my harsh "Frodo" next time he pawed at me instead of scratching. We had a magic moment of petting as I tried to brush off the cobwebs off his whiskers. Then it was back grabbing and hissing.



Into the carrier and now Precious is hiding from me behind a chair. Clean up the cat vomit from under the guest bed and put my shoes on. Vet office is under construction from their expansion (at least somebody in this economy is expanding). Little girl asks what is wrong with my cat panting like crazy. He is terrified cause he knows what is about to happen. Pet inspection says he is in good health at 13.1 lbs. Good, same as last year. Pay our bill and go home. Cats hide for about an hour and then come out to eat their treats I laid out for them. Back to normal until next year's vet visit.

WoooooHooooo

Hooray!!! After years of trying and finally giving up, Snap!, my cousin's wfe is pregnant and due in Feb. Not the one who had a baby last spring, a different cousin's wife. I wish I could Snap! and get a job. They say the Lord works in mysterious ways.

Interview done

Interview done for a job helping adults with disabilities live independently. I can do that.



Got a note on the door from the apartment that the guy who unclogged my sink said the problem was kitty litter. That probably explains why the Drano didn't work. It is the sink I was my hands after scooping the poop out. And if it happens again I will be charged for the service. OK, will be using Wet Wipes to clean my hands.



Last night while walking Precious outside, 2 Mormons approach and petted my kitty. Then they want to talk about their beliefs. I was polite and declined. They gave a pamphet and I tossed it in the garbage when I got back inside.



Today is babysitting while sister does somethng at her school. Kids met their teacher the other day and all excited to go to school. Ah youth, in a few years they will hate school.



Update: Got reject email from interview person saying they wanted more experience. Had adventures in babysitting with nephew running around turning on lights, then quietly played niece's Leapster. When I was in the bathrom he began drinking from my soda pop bottle. I had to wrestle it from him with niece helping me. Niece definately has Youtube addiction. She explores videos and watches them nonstop. I played her favorite movie and she paid no attention to it. Tonight was ballet recitals and girls playing with new toys.

Bad Drano

Had to call maintence for a clogged sink. I poured in Drano the night before and night before that, and day before that, and yet it is still clogged. Lady said she hates it when renters use Drano cause it ruins the pipes and burns the maintence crews. Sorry, the bottles say safe on pipes. So anyway, guy shows up to inspect the Drano still in the sink and will call Rotor Reuter people to vacuum the pipe. Another guy shows and runs his machine, cute too. Unclogged for now. We shall see how long it stays that way.

Adventures in Laundry

Go to sister's house for laundry as usual. Hugs and kisses for the kids. Niece wants to watch a movie loan I brought over, but can't separate from the computer's YouTube of a lady making cakes in different shapes. Nephew wants to watch last week's loan he likes. He needs exposure to other movies. So watch niece's choice and nephew goes back and forth helping husk corn and watching the movie. Time for dinner and niece's cries she wasn't done with her YouTube program. She can pause and watch it later. I sense an addiction to YouTube programs.



Pork Chops and corn on the cob eaten on the picnic table since it was beautiful day. I hear all about their visit to State Fair yesterday and all things they did. Strawberry Shortcake for dessert and I introduced nephew to a milkshake I made. Niece wants some but I explain she knows what milkshakes taste like.



Niece wants back on the computer, but Daddy is on it for work (newspaper man who often writes articles from home). She freaks out and yells at her Daddy to get off HER computer. Sister scolds her for yelling at her father and not allowed anymore computer tonight since she had been on it for 4 hours during the day. Sister gets out flashcards for niece and nephew and Daddy continues whatever he was doing. I get my laundry folded and ready to go. Sister asks if I'm trying to Disney-fy her son. Of course, Disney is everywhere in clothing and toys so better off knowing what the pictures are from. Kids will think he is an alien from outer space.



Came home. Walked the cat. Now off to bed.

Drip, drip, nothing

Had my water turned off in the middle of my shower while rinsing my hiar. Dripped all over the bathroom with shampoo burning my eyes. Used the water in the toliet tank to finish my hair.

What a day

Stupid question: Is it just me or is Mom getting ash trays for coasters weird? Worse yet, she can't figure out that they are ash trays. I thought the rim with places for cigarettes would be a clue. I bought her real coasters after her protest she doesn't need to buy coasters, but needs new coasters to set her drinks on.





Drove Mom to her house, finished sister project, helped fill dumpster, made a charity run, checked all turned off, and drove Mom to her apartment. Then waited looking at old photos until time to eat a free supper at a bar and grill. Then went home to walk cat, pulled him off a tree limb cubby hole, carried him home, and now ready for bed. How was your day?

Pool time

Spent about 3 hours in the pool. The snack jello I packed melted and nephew drank it like juice. Niece eventually got all the way into the pool (once I refused any requests like singing the Jaws theme or do a somersault). The water reached her chest so she was assured she will not drown. She clung to the edge in fear and eventually let go. She wished Mom who left for a massage was there, this was her first time standing in the pool instead of sitting on the steps in fear. We took a picture. Nephew enjoyed tossing the beach ball and niece mastered hitting it back like a volleyball (like I was doing). Then I checked the watch and thought we better leave. Sister took us out for dinner as a thank you for babysitting (and nephew tearing my apartment to pieces which I had to put back). We had a good time. Sister liked my hair. I bet she really hates it b/c I cut it myself, but learned to tell any woman her hair looks nice or she will get upset. Anyway, walked Precious in the dark when it got cooler and now it is starting to rain again. Time for bed.

Adventures in babysitting

Babysat niece and nephew so their parents could enjoy an Anniversary dinner. 12 years. Wore the kids out outside playing baseball, tennis, soccer, and frisbee. Then watched TV and played with new toys from birthday party. Then it was time for bed. Kids did good job dressing themselves and running around naked. They brushed their teeth without fuss. Storytime was more difficult. Nephew had to test niece's boundaries in her room (spitting on her and hitting her with an electrical cord) leading me to do a timeout. Next parents came home so they took it from there. No tiger toy in bed, no Mommy laying by him, and no good-bye hug from Auntie as his punishment. Next walked Precious until it started raining. Poor kitty.



Today I chopped 7 inches off my hair. I got tired of a ponytail. Then sister wants to take the kids swimming in my apartment pool so she can see what I did. I think I'll go to a hairdresser later on to give my hair layers I like so much, that I have trouble doing on myself.

Birthday party

Went grocery shopping today and pick up a gift and card for my Mom to give for new nephew's birthday party. Mom didn't know if she should bring a gift and didn't know how to sign the card. I think the summer heat fried her brain: You sign the card as Grandma since your daughter's son is your grandson. All the grocery store toys were movie themed and I didn't know if he had seen all these movies, so got bath toys for Mom to give. I had gotten books for him earlier in the week. Got home, wrapped gift, gathered a selection of cards for Mom to choose from, and enjoyed the begginning of a Julia Roberts marathon on TV. Drove over to pick her up, dropped off copies of photos I had ordered for her, and she picked a card. Went to sister's house for dinner, cake, and all the kids opened gifts. Then it was bedtime for the little ones. Tried to navigate the construction to Mom's place and then home. It was a good day.

Activity today

Went over sister's to do laundry. Nephew was playing with Play-doh and Niece was watching TV. Brother-in-law signed a bill from the plumber and Sister was at an appointment. Ate my lunch and grabbed a piece of Nephew's birthday cake. Niece can't find her daddy to ask permission to eat cake too. I tell her to yell his name real loud, it always worked for me. He says no so nephew tries to swipe the frosting to have me pull it away. My cake. Play with Nephew so Niece has to be involved. So play with both and stop to fold laundry. Nephew starts handing me my clothes out of the basket and then starts tossing them all over the couch. I call my niece and ask her to play with him so I can get my clothes folded and put in the basket. Back to Play-doh. Laundry done, it's time for me to leave.



Off to hang up pictures my aunt insisted I do at Mom's apartment. Aunt neglected to inform Mom I was coming. She just got back with groceries and her new TV stand. Uncle, aunt, and brother are there too. TV stand set up and pizza eaten, it is time to hang pictures. This is an overwhelming task for Mom to decide where 10 picture frames go. Aunt offers suggestions. I pound the nails. Ask if she is bringing up the large picture frame Dad had made with our childhood portraits in it. Oh no, it is too heavy to carry. Not if someone else is doing the carrying. OK, we can get it next time we go to her house. Remind Mom when doing her dishes to use dishwasher soap in her washer after the England incident (Mom put in regular dish soap in the resort kitchenette's dishwasher and suds leaked out onto the floor b/c she didn't know there was a difference).



Off to home to walk Precious. Frodo sneaked out when I came in the door. I shut the door and reopened it to encourage his fear to come back in. He is slowly brave enough to walk passed the threshold, but when I shut the door he wants back in. Poor Frodo. Off to bed.

School shopping

Took niece school shopping. My aunt bored at my Mom's apartment wanted to come along and meet nephew. I was expecting a teacher school supply list to go shopping. What I got was 2 envelopes of coupons with her lists written on all four sides for a discount store and grocery store. I said School Shopping, not Everything in the House Shopping. Even better I got a phone interview scheduled for this afternoon that I made last night. We are pressed for time. Aunt thought we were clothes shopping and recommended the cheapest kids clothes she ever found store, but have to go to the sales rack. I think the sales rack in any stores are fairly equal in price, but we are not clothes shopping. Aunt was confused what we were going to do. School supplies, notebooks, pencils, glue, etc. Oh, now she gets it. Sister says my niece and nephew have clothes for school. She buys clothes as needed not only when school starts. I said most of clothes come from garage sales anyway.




So off we go and it would be nice if sister did not organize her list by On Sale, Coupon, and Not On Sale. I like Health, School, Bath, Toys sections on a list when hunting for these things. We dropped off prescription for sister and aunt had to question the number of bottles. The 2nd bottle was if they didn't have the 1st med, we are not getting both. Then had to upset niece b/c coupon picture didn't match what she picked out. We have to get the item on the coupon to use it.



School was easier than health and cleaning sections. Niece picked out a backpack for herself and brother. I selected the crayons and glue sticks. I wonder if my sister is also buying for herself, she is a school librarian. Had trouble with markers and scissors. Markers were to be Bold colored. There are no Bold markers, they have Bright and Classic. Scissors were not the right size. 6 inch is on the list, but can only find 5 inch and 7 inch. There no pencil boxes my niece liked, she wanted a glitter pencil pouch. I don't know if that is what the teacher had in mind.



Then pick up prescription and worried aunt is going to give the clerk a clue I'm not the person on the bottle and using sister's credit card. She can't stop talking while clerk is explaining the important info on the med. We luck out until the 10% reward coupon doesn't scan. Aunt is impatient b/c we need to go. She even bagged the supplies in my sister's canvas bags we brought to speed things up. Explain the pharmacy person did something to get it through so clerk had to call them to find out what they did. Problem solved, carried supplies to sister's house and I went home to await my phone interview. Aunt was worried I wasn't going to make it.



Phone interview done, return to sister's to finish the shopping. I'm jobless so have nothing better to do. Aunt went with brother-in-law to do the grocery store shopping. Niece wanted to watch TV instead of hanging out with me. I try to return the wrong items, but sister forgot to put the receipt with it so can't return items w/out an ID. Ok, put items back in the car so I don't get accused of shoplifting. Finish shopping and call sister to double check what I'm suppose to get. Visit another store for items 1st store didn't have. Back to sister's.



Aunt and brother-in-law are there. Aunt said she wanted to see my apartment, but my sister calls it a culture shock b/c aunt is a neat freak. I'm the opposite. Now aunt doesn't want to come. So sister's family will drive Aunt back to Mom's, return items after sister found receipt in the wrong bag, and get silverware for Mom I forgot to get for her. Sister's list was too long to remember things not written. So now Aunt and Mom get to meet nephew. I went home, took Precious for a walk, and got ready for bed.



Tomorrow Aunt insisted I put Mom's photo frames b/c she will never get around to it.

Busy week

Saw cousin's baby and wife yesterday with my nieces, sister, Mom, and aunt. I remembered to take pictures this time. Showed nephew pictures on my camera. Ordered graduation and confirmation pcitures from last year for Mom and aunt.

Today I celebrated my nephew's appointed birthday today at the zoo (his birthday is unknown so it was appointed based on the estimation of age when dropped off at the orphanage). Sister paid my way to say thank you for all my help. Nephew is camera shy while niece is a born model. He liked to get in my lap and hold my hold my hand. At the bird show I donated $1 bills to give birds that place them in a slot for Condor Conservation. We had a good day.

My aunt had to call to complain about dragging her feet at every step she must do. That's Mom, won't do anything until the last minute and then has a panic attack making the smallest decision. She has to be pushed to get anything done.

Tomorrow is school shopping with niece and later a phone interview for yet another job. Crossing my fingers. I just wonder if I have to be living in a cardboard box down by the river with no hope at all before an employer feels sorry enough for me to give me a job. I'm broke, I will take any job I am capable of doing no matter what it pays. I just want it before I'm homeless.

Auction down

Mom's auction done in 3 hours. More hours taking unsold stuff into the garage, packing kitchen and bathroom stuff into our cars, and transporting Mom's things to apartment. We forced Mom into the apartment by taking away her bed so no excuse to stay in her house. Though we couldn't pry an awful rug from her grip, so someone tossed it in the dumpster at the apartment. Oops, it disappeared Mom.

Got niece

Got my niece today. I went over to Mom's pack up my car of things she wants to take to her apartment. She knew for over a week I was coming for this and is she ready for me to pack up, of course not. We have force Mom to decide what she is taking and what goes into the auction. Fill up my car and take niece to my place when a couch is blocked by boxes. Empty the back so neighbors don't get the idea to break my window to steal her things. A cart my sister bought for Mom came in real handy. Auction is tomorrow and Mom better be ready. Sister with nephew is staying home with the kids so other sister and I will be pushing her.

Got nephew

Picked up my niece from sisters house. My older nieces had cheese sandwiches made for lunch. Came home with some flowers and balloons for our Welcom Home Party. Then unpacked my niece and chilled out at my place. My niece was astonished that I was driving her Mommy's car. I took my sister and brother-in-law to the airport and we agreed 2 car seats and an adult is a very a tight squeeze in my backseat. So when I started the car I said, Let's see if I can back up this puppy without hitting the house (they have a narrow and long driveway). My niece got excited and asked where the puppy was. I had to explain the car was the puppy. SO get to my place and take my cat for a walk. She gets upset about getting dirty and to take a bath and change clothes. She will get more dirty and later nearly slipped on some mud.



We arrive at the airport early and chat with my old friends. Their flight is an hour in half late. Niece can not understand this and not something I can just fix. She will have to wait. Even better, a storm starting coming in when we arrived and by the time their plane landed, it was a full blown storm complete with tornado near a town 12 miles south of the airport (my friends there got some good shots they posted on facebook). B/C the airport does not want anyone struck by lightening, they have to wait to unboard. 2 and half hours we wait for them to get off the plane. Sister calls from the plane and I assure her that I am not going home, we will wait. Niece predicts doom that they are coming out tomorrow or worse, they are never coming off the plane and we will never see them again. They are right outside on the tarmac, we will see them again. When they finally come, we wait for baggage, 4 flights worth of bags came before our turn. Take a bathroom break with the kids while I guard the bags. Off to the car and drive home.



Home niece was readya nd willing to show every object to her new brother. But it was time for bed. I petted their cat nephew was terrified of good bye, hugged and kissed niece good-bye, and by this time nephew was getting use to me and let me hug him good-bye. Today is my brother-in-law's birthday. My niece has a theory that older people are taller. Yes in childhood, but adulthood it does not apply. She can't understand how her cat is older than her with a tiny 8 lbs body. Age doesn't judge height.

Somebody shoot me

I am getting so sick of applying for jobs. Today's adventure was receiving a message for mail clerk with a threat that jobs are going fast and when I call human resources back, I get voicemail. Now I sit and wait for this person to call back instead of feeding my sister's cat and doing laundry. I have to be next to the phone to set up an interview time or somebody else gets hired.
Then I go into the want ads to find a job I can do and can't apply for it b/c my computer files are in the wrong format. I copied and pasted my resume in provided square. But no, you have to upload your resume to apply for the job and my computer will not do it. Scratch that company off the list. (It is just like the personality test pop up window my computer refused to allow and then later get an email complaining I didn't finish my application so I can't be hired.)
Even better, I go through the ads viewing the same ones I applied at before. Why don't these people stop being so picky and just hire somebody. 2 months of advertising should be sufficient.
And better yet, my Mom accuses me of not trying and need to try harder, much harder to find a job. Excuse me, there are homeless families around b/c their unemployment benefits and savings ran out. Please do not assume failure is NOT TRYING. Banging my head against a wall only gives me a headache, not a job.
Update: I left 4 messages for the person who called me, waited by the phone all day, and the b*tch doesn't call me back. I'm leaving to feed my sister's cat and then take my cat for a walk. This experience will teach me not to take a shower when the phone rings.

Mom moved

Got most of Mom moved, her couch and things are on order so she will do a final move later. Her bedroom set, chairs, desks, and tables got moved in with some boxes of photo albums, sewing machine, computers, and clothes. My sister went out shopping for a new shower curtain and bedroom rugs (we agreed the falling apart rugs she had needed to be tossed). I saw a chair that was just a frame with cushions tied on with rubber bands and cover for it somewhere that I said to toss, but at that Mom refused.




15 people were fed my ordered pizza, breadsticks, cheesesticks, and pop. I had variety and everyone found something to eat. There was a few pieces and part of a 2 liter left. My aunt went around cleaning up, even the inside of the washer. My niece went with my sister to her in-laws house to go home tomorrow. Niece wasn't thrilled about picking up my apartment, but I made her help me. Now I sit in my apartment alone with my cats. Very hot day today. I'm ready to relax in the A/C.

Adventures with niece

Woke up and fed niece oatmeal, then went back to bed. Got up again to feed the cats and took cat Precious for his walk. Came back to eat lunch and off to feed my sister's cat. Arrived to find my older nieces relaxing in front of the TV after yesterday's fun at an amusement park. Little niece saw her parents' cars in the driveway and thought they should be there. No, they are in China with her new brother. Where did she think these cars should be, I asked. In China with her parents, she answered. Nope, cars won't fit on the airplane. We are picking them up at the airport when they come back. Fed the cat, changed the water, and scooped the poop from the litterbox. Brought in mail to find a package. Niece wanted to open package, but I said no b/c it had her Daddy's name on it. So got orders from nieces on pop and pizzas for Mom's big move tomorrow, have to feed the movers. Next went to the grocery store and back to my place. Not hot enough to go swimming, but then niece won't go into the water anyway b/c it's cold. Relaxed the rest of the day. Taught niece a new card game. At first she told me she didn't care if I liked a certain card game I got out, she wanted to play a board game with marbles. I told her that, I DO CARE, and I will play my card games. She play whatever she wants. Eventually she came around and played with me. At bedtime, she go ready for bed w/out any stuffed animals. Usually she needs 10. Tomorrow will be a busy day.

RIP Jackie

I got my niece in my clutches and we are having a great time when a friend from my last job calls to tell me his coworker died from her 2 1/2 year battle with cancer. She was 54. She died last week and her service was today. A few coworkers and airport friends attended the service. RIP Jackie.

I met Jackie many years ago when I started working at my last job at a car rental. She was very funny and got along with everybody. She babysat her grandchildren and enjoyed casinoes. She wasn't allowed to read magazines at her counter so she read them in front of ours. One night when Alice Cooper came to play at the Iowa State Fair, she had him autograph her work shirt as she handed over his car rental keys. Jackie was the queen of smutty jokes and the airport seemed empty when she had a day off. Then one day she hurt her back at work from falling off something and went to the doctor for worker's compensation to discover she also had colon cancer. My coworker went with her to her chemo and tie dyed a bunch of shirts for her grandchildren. I was told not a single one of the her company's managers sent her flowers or visited her in the hospital and she worked there for nearly 20 years. I donated money to my coworker to buy flowers for her and signed her Get Well card. I got updates on her progress from her coworkers. And now I got the last update. She will be missed by many. 

Sister update

Heard from my sister they have their newly aopted son in China renamed Lukas Grant. And he vomits when they reach their hotel room. He is eager to push buttons in the room (remote, telphone, lights).

And I was having a bad day with my cat tree soaked from a leaking ceiling and have to replace it. On top of that my knee snaps again while sitting down with leg elevated petting my cat Precious. Now I'm in terrible pain I can barely walk. But all that is washed away at hearing about my new nephew. One more week and I will have a nephew to spoil rotten.

Fed the cat

Went over to feed my sister's cat. She was not happy to see me. She hissed and growled as I pet her and then later tried to play with her. OK, whatever. The food bowl and water dish were empty so filled those. I gave her another water dish so she doesn't get dehydrated. Cleaned the litterbox and took out the garbage. I presented food and she sniffed it, but didn't eat any. No messages on the answering machine to report so went home. Everything is right were they left it.

Off to the airport

Took sister and brother-in-law to the airport to go pick up my new nephew waiting to be adopted into our wacky family. Arrived half hour ealier than planned since I woke up an hour before planned. I have a sleep disorder where I wake up at 4 or 5 in the morning and can't go back to sleep for 3 hours. They were still sleeping in bed so I read their newspaper. 20 minutes later those arose to get ready. Then off we went. Then sister forgot her weddign ring and watch so had to go back. Dropped them off at the airport and waved good-bye. Then went home and went back to sleep in my clothes.

They thought my tiny car could hold all their return luggage, son's luggage, and son and daughter. Once they sat in my car, they agreed I could pick them up in their car. Otherwise it would be a tight squeeze with baggage on the floor.

Fireworks at last

Went over to see fireworks and then it rains. Go over to Dairy Queen since fireworks are probably cancelled. Then it stopped raining so we try again. Lots of people are coming so maybe they will have them. Light a few sparklers and niece runs away from them. Fine, we aren't lighting anymore. We bought these things for her not for us. After an hour of watching other kids brave enough to play with them, she decides to try. She holds the stick and naturally lets go when I light it. OK, no more. I refuse to light anymore until she holds the sparkler stick. She agrees to hold it. She stares at it instead waving it like the other kids. She is too close to my sister's blanket so try to direct her away from my sister. She rejects my pushing her away from her mommy and turns around to point the sparkler directly at my sister spraying her and people nearby with sparks. Then she cries when grab her arm and I yell at her how she almost hurt her mommy. Now the fireworks begin as she cries on my sister's lap. Wonderful to see.  

Happy 4th of July

Having a very wet 4th of July inside with my cats. Went to a family reunion, held my cousin's new son, and have to wait until tomorrow to watch fireworks and light sparklers with my niece.

Vet visit

Took Precious to the vet for his yearly check up and shots. He is 19.1 lbs but otherwise in good health. How do I make a cat loose weight?

If you can't say someting nice...

If you can't say something nice, a blank stare gets the point across. Except when ordering my niece out of her new car seat sitting on a picnic table, then bad words are required like "Yes you will flip over and get hurt Now Get Off of That!".

Frustrated to a T

My interview guy never called me to reschedule our interview. Called the car rental counter to leave a message stating to please tell me if the guy ever showed up and how to reschedule the interview. Then called the 1st phone interview guy who asked me to call back to say how my interview went and left a message. The only call back was from him. He said the guy was there, they just expected us to figure out which room he was sitting in (No sign, no open door, nothing). I checked all the conference rooms' windows at our airport and found only painters, the counter manager told me the station manager said he was delayed. He says somebody found the guy in the conference room (so I must be stupid or blind not to find it). So the guy is now gone and he will try to schedule a phone interview with this guy. If applying for this job is this frustrating, I'm not sure I want it. On to the next job ad.

Today's adventures

Yesterday's adventure was vacuuming the carpet. Today I went to an interveiw to find the guy's flight was delayed so he was driving here. OK, left my required hard copy resume behind and chatted with former coworkers and friends until we ran out of things to say. Then off to sister's house to help with erands, clean out basement, and tickled niece when she asked where her hip was. Niece wanted to play math. SO gave her an easy one. If aunt has 6 cupcakes and niece eats 4, how many did niece eat? Had cheese hamburger pizza with bacon. Yum.

Another interview

Wow, I got so many interviews the past 3 unemployed months I've lost count how many. I guess somewhere near 10. Got a call from a new car rental coming to the airport. It is about time the airport filled the empty counter from a car rental leaving last year. We discuss their must fulfill sales goals philosophy. What happens if I don't fulfill them. Oh, sales goal are always fulfilled (Yeah, sell that b.s. someplace else b/c it's not working over here). He said we just figure out why they are not met and fix the problem. From my experience from another company's sales goal that was really a quota where they fire you if it is not met. He assured me his company does not do that. Ok. I filled their 2 question personality test (most are 50+ questions). Got my interview time with someone else set so here's hoping.

Niece went home

Sister picked up my niece today. We showed her where I placed things I grabbed from Mom's house. Niece asked if she saw the photos I emailed to her. No, she has not had time with the garage sale and giving away unsold items to Salvation Army to read her email. Niece announced we splashed each other, made sand castles, and ate a snack. I said she got a bath b/c beaches make us dirty. Plus she whined over the hot sand making her feet dirty and the cold dirty water gets sand in our swimsuit. After explaining we get dirty at the beach she calmed down. I help carry niece's things downstairs listening to sister complain how much we took and not everything fit into her suitcase.

Got niece

Went over to sister's house to help out with her garage sale. Just when we get a customer, it rains. Neighbor offered 3 tarps so they didn't have to rush to the store. Then I took the niece over to my place to aid my sister this weekend. Niece cries when her old toys get sold. Clothes she can let go of. I teased her asking if she is going to shrink and wear her outgrown clothes. She laughed saying no. My niece had a ball playing with my old dolls and stuffed animlas. We watched a movie and it was time for bed. I read stories I used to read as a kid and kissed her good night. Tomorrow, if not raining, we go to the beach.

Bait and switched

I have been applying for jobs everywhere. I get a call for an interview. OK. Wait, it is for a recruiter on behalf of another company. I'm sorry, I thought I was applying for a front desk receptonist job. Well recruiters are what we need now. So she sets a time. Then I get the Spanish Inquistion. Must wear suit, complete tests on a computer taking 2-3 hours, and bring hard copy of resume. Next, before the interview must complete online application and answer 3 questions by email back to her. Is this a job interview or not?

I hate deceiving job ads. Why can't employers just say what they want instead what gets the most response? Are they hiring 20 or 2 people? If 2, then why do they need a huge response of people not qualified for the job being offered.

Latest interview

Had a interview at the airport gift shop. I asked my former manager if I could park in her stalls so I didn't have to pay for parking. Of course she said yes. The interview was strange talking more about my job search than my job experience. She asked if I could start Friday b/c she is on vacation next week. I said yes. Then she says she will call tomorrow after her many interveiws and she picks somebody. I hope that is a good sign. The car rentals I used to work with were busy so walked on by. I did chat with a car prep outside, but had to leave to go babysit. On the back to my car, I helped 2 sets of tourists find their cars saying I used to work here. And did it in 3 inch heels with a tight skirt listening to them complain how heavy their luggage on wheels is.

Broke a sweat

Went to Mom's to clear out more things and pack up what she wants to take to her retirement apartment. My aunt, 2 sisters, 3 nieces, and I were there to help. She finally picked a date for her move and the auction. She commented to my aunt how she wants someone else to to take care of everything that's why she is so indecisive. Yeah I said, she wants someone else to take everything but absolutely control what that someone does. She can't have it both ways. My brother called and I later asked Mom if she wished him a Happy Birthday. She forgot it was his birthday today so will send a card on Monday.

I was sad I had no room in my apartment for all the Fisher Price toys so had to let them go. I have plenty other toys so can let go of some things. My Mom still had my retainer from junior high I tossed in the garbage. My aunt told Mom she has too many clothes and so Mom offers them to her. Aunt has enough. My sister said Mom has too many bath towels so she offers them to her. They are 20 years old and raggedly paper thin, she doesn't want them. Sisters, nieces, and I grabbed whatever we wanted off the walls and shelves, each received a quilt Mom made. Now where am I going to place all this.

Arguement with sister

I notice some of my old Barbie clothes my mother had made for me in my niece's toys. My sister explains she and mother didn't know who they belong to so they became niece's. I'm sorry I was under the impression we were only taking things that were our own. My sister, brother, mother, and I set aside boxes of things that belonged to a sister not present for her to look at later. Then if the owner didn't want then anyone could take it. Oh, now the rules have changed so now everything is free game. Then she tells me she tossed my old Barbies in the garbage b/c they were covered in mold from the basement flooding years ago. I'm heart broken my childhood memories are covered in mold. Sister defends they were icky and disgusting so she had toss them. I explain I'm not angry with her, I'm upset at my toys being destroyed. I swear my sister has turned into Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.

Now since I don't have kids to inherit my things (excuse me I have 4 nieces to fight over my things), my childhood memories are swiftly ending up in my niece's toybox. Nobody can recall what my toys look like. I explained they should ask who items belong to, my sisters and brother receive this courtesy so why not me. I finally ask my sister take the Barbie clothes mother had made for me, the rest my niece can keep. What is my sister suppose to tell her daughter. I say to tell her that Auntie has taken them for her to play with when she visits. She offered a doll blanket she remembers making for me to make peace. My sister is forgiven.

Almost lost a cat

Almost lost my cat Precious down an open sewer drain made of bricks. He heard a loud noise from a garbage truck and broke loose. I had to step on his leash to stop him. Then he ran all the way home and hid under a bed.

Dance recital rehearsal

Went to niece's dance recital rehearsal that lasted 3 hours. The school is so big the students are split in 2 recitals. Niece went straight to bed when arrived home.

On the way home sitting at a stop light, a raccoon scampered across 3 lanes of traffic. Then when the light turned green, traffic stopped again when the raccoon again ran across the street carrying a baby in her mouth this time. Niece was excited viewing a baby raccoon a mother in a driveway by our car.

Dad's tombstone

Took Mom to Dad's tombstone today and took pictures. I am unsure how many family members have seen it so emailed it to everybody.

Whoever makes women's shoes obviously never wore them. My new sandals are making blisters on my feet.

RIP Gary Coleman

So sad to hear he is gone.

Niece graduation part 2

Went to niece's high school graduation. She is Salutatorian and gave a nice speech. Brother forgot his camera so shared my pics with him. He can order copies from my sisters too, my gym pics were quite dark.

Somehow I have become the family photographer cuz mine in a digital camera while others still have the old fashioned film cameras they know how to work. Now my sisters and brother have digital cameras too so less complaining how bad my pics are leading me to say, You know what if don't like the way my pictures turn out then bring your own damn camera. And yes my digital camera is a cheap cuz I can't afford an expensive pro photographer one. I'm not a pro photographer, I have the income of a sales clerk.

New addition

Cousin's wife had a new bouncing baby boy today to be fussed over by 2 sisters.

Ad fad

To follow the latest ad fad, I NEED A FREAKING JOB.

Officially broke

I finally emptied out my life savings to pay this week's bills. When my unemployment check comes in I will have $15 in my checking account. I hate to say it but I'm officially broke. Broken in mind, body, and spirit. Is it too much asking to just get by? Had an interview yesterday but no call to offer a job today so assume I blew another interview.

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all those moms out there. At work, people wish me a happy Mother's Day though I never had children simply cuz I am my cats' mama. Yes I call my cats my babies with fur.

Today I will call my Mom as her gift, better than any flowers or coffee mug. Have to tell her all about my niece's graduation and all the news bits of the family.

Well, post later.

Niece's graduation

Went to niece's college graduation. She graduated with honors so I'm very proud of her. Next week is another niece's high school graduation. At last, something to be happy about.

Happy Birthday Frodo

Mycat Frodo turns 4 today, that's about 26 in human years. I got him a new mouse toy.

Walk w/cat

Had a walk with my cat Precious. We found a fake turf pad nailed/screwed to a neighbor's balcony with several pieces of poop on the wooden balcony. I be the the neighbors living next to it complain to the apartment manager about the smell.

Out of town funeral

Spent 3 days with my widowed Aunt and relieved to be back home. Aunt was constantly receiving phone calls and fretting what my sister's plans were. Her stepdaughter and sister-in-law came by to select pics for the funeral displays the day before we came. We asked if stepdaughter was aware she is not inheriting a pile of money. Aunt dearly hopes so, she barely gets by as it is. We found the casket wreath had labels of Beloved husband, Father, and Granddaughter. I had look twice disbelieving it said Granddaughter instead of Grandfather. It said Granddaughter. Mom and I went to the 1st viewing and proofread the memorial paper. Had a few mistakes and misspelled names. All corrected we left. Aunt thought nobody would come to the visitation or funeral. We had about 100 people sign their name to the book. Half his side and half hers. Her side wasn't as fond of uncle as his side, but we show support for Aunt. He had friends and neighbors stop by and send flowers. He was estranged from his daughter many years, but once he went into the nursing home 2 years ago, she came around to see him. Got a couple of flower vases with roses. Let Mom have the lily vase. Stepdaughter took a bunch of flowers and Aunt took the rest. Aunt was so worried what she would do with all the flowers being delivered, she didn't expect so many. We said to share them. Cats were hungry when I came home as usual and got filled up fast. Now have to load pics I took for Aunt.

Chauffeur duty

It's official: I'm chauffeur for mom to aunt's house. We are leaving early to give support for grieving aunt who is hours from family and has no children. Sister laid a guilt trip on Mom who just wanted to attend the funeral events and split. Sister pointed out how we children stayed with Mom for a week after Dad died and both sides of the family came by to visit, Imagine if she didn't have that and sat in her house alone with only a phone to talk to people. Mom then agreed to offered more support for her sister. Who knows if uncle's side of the family is supportive or ignoring her and I bet her stepdaughter only wants to know how much money he left her. My sister agreed to watch my cats for me.

Loss in family

Heard my uncle died this morning. I get to be chauffeur for Mom unless someone else takes the job. He has been in a nursing home for over a year so not unexpected. Won't wear black cuz we weren't that close. At least I can stop pretending I care when aunt updates us about his progress. Naturally I will be supportive of my aunt cuz I do care about her.

Computer hijacked

Had my computer hijacked w/ a Windows Alert telling me I'm infected w/40 Trojans and need to download a new program to remove them. Huh? Since when do we need to install new programs to remove viruses. Then it won't let me exit out. SO, unplugged everything and scanned whole computer w/ already installed security software. After 3 hours, no infection were found.

Josite matches

I am hating the job matches my jobsite are sending me. Let's see, the one today is pretty much a fancy title for telemarketer and wants someone with a marketing or advertising degree. I have neither degree and no experience being agressive telemarketer. How does this match my skills, abilities, and interests? I worked at a car rental. And BTW, in these job ads I read, I like to know what company I am applying to and what job I am applying for. Anotherwise I ask, What are they hiding?

Awful day

I go to the gym and my exercise buddy never shows up. Guess she forgot. Next on the way out my desk clerk notices there is no expiration date for my guess pass so he added one on. OK. Now he has to discuss memberships. I have no job, I have no money, I will not buy any memberhsips, not even a cheap one. Ok, now he wants me to come in on my last day of the guess pass and discuss my membership options. Guess I won't be exercising on my last day.

Go shopping even though I have no money to buy containers and shelves for all the childhood items I had to grab out of my Moms house before she sells. Plus I had to buy a printer I can't afford. Mine broke down in the middle of printing so every time I turn on my computer the printer turns on trying to print the pages it won't grab. Then every 5 minutes after I turn the printer off, it flips on again w/out me hitting the power button. Then the shelves I got to display my figurines keep falling off the wall and get damaged. Great thing to look every time I walk by them.

Then on top of my frustration. On the news, there are people switching census packets for fake forms asking for SS#s and other personal info to steal identities. I already sent mine in but can't recall what it looked like or if it asked for SS#s. So I go into my internet browser to get my free credit report to see if anyone has stolen my identity. I get roped into giving a dollar for my credit score (is this new?, I thought these reports were free?). Next I am informed I just registered for a 9 day trial of a credit watchdog monitoring system and then after my cc# I just gave for my credit score will be charged every month. Oops, I think my internet browser sucked me into a non-free credit report. So look up how to disable my membership. I can't do it online, I have to call a 800 number to do that. Any bets that these people won't let me disable my memberhsip like the cable company I will be calling tomorrow to disable my cable that went up $30. I can't afford all this, but sales people are trained to not take no for an answer (Not even from people who lost jobs and are paying 60% of their unemployment on rent). Now we shall see if I can pry a coverter box from my Mom. She says she found some Dad bought but would never give any to me. I can't find them in stores.

What else will be going wrong this week? The microwave, the TV, the car, home burn down and cats killed. What next? And the only people offering interviews through emails through jobsites are telemarketers, insurance companies, collection agencies, and people I suspect are scam artists. Seriously, who would offer a bank money transfer job to someone who has no banking or money prosessing experience?

Better go to bed now.

Happy Easter

Happy Easter Everybody. I will spend mine with my sister's family and Mom.

Resume critique

Had a resume critique done on a jobsite that was most unhelpful. Let's see: I'm too old to be hired and too passive employee. What's next, being told I'm unemployable cuz I was let go when the company was sold.

OK, how do you say I work low paying, dead end jobs cuz nobody will pay me to do anything else in a proactive way.

Maybe a I need 2 resumes. One as a cheat sheat when I fill out apps and one to show employers. Though most employers don't see my resume cuz they ask to fill out an app.

Surreal day

Went to the gym where I won a free 2 week trial membership. Ran into an aquaintance from past job and chatted for a while. No new employees at my old job yet. My old manager has been seen working my shift sometimes. Poor manager.

Then hours after I applied for a job online I get a call for an interview. Hop it to the mall looking my best and my pantyhose starts falling down half way down my butt. Hope I did well in the interview despite my distraction. So stop at a store to buy more and end up buying a new purse with matching wallet while looking at assessories. I'm bad, bad bad. Find pantyhose and move on my way.

Now I'm home with kitties watching Pretty in Pink.

So close

Had a job interview at a department store. Had a lovely conversation though explaining why I was let go was tough. Finally lady explains the managers pick their people and possibly do a 2nd interview. Go home and hours later I check my email to see HR person sent me a mesage that I will not be offered a job. The time of the email was right after I left. Is there something wrong with being dependable, help out coworkers, work hours and days nobody else will, and can sell anything? How stupid of me to think the interview went well.

Still applying for jobs

Still applying at retail stores and malls. I thought of joining an amusement park as ride operator or doing games, but my knee couldn't take it. I'm so bored sitting at home alone with only cats to talk to. Everybody I know works and spends time with their families.

Happy St Patrick's Day Everybody. I got shamrock on and drinking a shamrock shake at McD's.

Weird message

I get a weird message stating UPS could not deliver a package because the address was wrong. I go into the attachment to see who the undeliverable package was for to get a pop up that the attachment has a virus and unsafe to open. I exit and delete immediately. Aren't these security programs suppose to stop viruses from landing in your junk email box? Apparently not.

Quite a week

Well my miserable life is still miserable. Let's see: I signed up for unemployment and still not in their system when I make my required weekly call, My wrist is hurting from filling out online apps and taking stupid personality tests, and then Had a big fight with my Mom and then my sister how stupid I am to wanting to apply for graduate school cuz I will never get a job cuz I am just so stupid trying to improve my life. I worked retail store and car rental jobs since I graduated college the first time so nobody is ever going to hire me to do anything else. So okay I tell them I won't apply to grad school if that makes them happy. Now they completely change personalities like Dr . Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and so sweetly tell me they want me to try, they just can't handle me failing and wasting money. Excuse me, whose life is this and who is living it? This is exactly why I wanted to tell people about grad school after I was accepted, but it slipped out when crying over losing my job. Then my sister tells me to take a carer test to decide a more appropriate vocation. I took a dozen of those in college and one in high school. I'm sorry that things I am good at don't pay well. Better finish my letter of intent and start my writing sample proving my analytical abilities for my grad school app.

Niece visit

Niece is sleeping in the guest daybed with 3 pillows, 5 stuffed animals, and just enough room for my Precious. We had a ball playing with toys and watching movies. She likes this battery operated kitten and I commented when P came for attention that P can not be turned off or runs on batteries, he runs on food. Niece is getting to figure Barbie clothes out, sometimes I tell her she has them upside down as to why she is having trouble. Had her favorite Mac & Cheese for dinner and ice cream for dessert. We read stories and kissed her good night. Tomorrow I take her home.

High adventure

I came home from sister's house to have something swoop by my head. I thought it was a bird, but no, it was a bat. It flew in circles between the kitchen and living room. Frodo jumped on the table to try and catch it. I grabbed a blanket to grab it when it landed. It never landed. Then it started to wobble in the air and crash into the ceiling. I waved my blanket to keep it in the living room with my balcony door wide open. Finally it flew outside and disappeared into the night. No injuries.

Joined the unemployment line

I went in early today with my social security card and driver's license to wait for my turn to be offered a job with the corporate takeover. Everyone before me was offered a job. One quit cuz it was a step backwards, worse case he can work for his dad. One is iffy so he'll probably quit first chance he gets. The bossman came by with our paychecks this week. In 2 weeks we get paid for yesterday and today with unused vacation/sick time. So I went in and was offered nothing. They want to go in another direction for closing whatever that means (I close cuz nobody else will). I cried in front of my coworkers and boss, 3 gave me a hug. I am in middle of applying for graduate school. I thought I better before the boss leaves to get a letter of recommendation. I can work tonight cuz bossman will pay me for tonight. I need the money. At least I can say good-bye to everybody.

Figuring it out

It took 3 hours but I figured out how to transfer my pics from Windows to Kodak program. It is a round about way and hope I can recall it when my nieces graduate in May. I had to double click a lot of things to get there.

My cats look so cute when they sleep. Despite their independent nature, they hate separating from me.

Nothing else to report.

New computer problems

I hate my computer already and got it last week. It will soon be broken with my fist pounding on it like the last one I'm sure. I am ready to toss this piece of garbage out the window. It would help if it would just work. My new computer is incompatible with my printer and camera, then doesn't have a disk drive so had to buy one to plug in. Everything has to be troubleshooted and troubleshooted some more. I finally got enough programs installed to make the lightening speed hard drive slow down to molasses, even hitting the mouse twice or three times cuz ths thing is so goddamn slow. And I need all these troubleshooting program to make this piece of crap work at all. Even better, I downloaded my camera pics into my computer, but not my camera program cuz of incompatible software. Which means I can not print pics or email to have them printed or email an album to my friends, I can only load them onto webpages and attach to email making them too huge to send to my friends. Anyone got a shotgun to fire at these people who assume all people have money to buy a new printer, new camera, and new disk drive every time they buy a computer. If I have to spend a $1000, I want things to last more than a year. Do these fuckers realize there has been a recession for the past few years now and some of us people are broke?

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day everybody.

Another day

Checked the customer service notes on a guy I called security on 2 days ago (yes I can do that). He complained 2 customer service people hung up on him (gee I wonder why) so he is writing an email on the events surrounding his flat tire troubles, a 4 paragraph email. The responder to the email obviously neglected to read his prior notes made by employees cause she refunded the flat tire, although there was one refund done so the customer is making a profit on his flat tire. Then she sent him 3 free day coupons for his disgust at our location for not being able to pull cars he wants out of our ass cause he has been a club member for 18 months. Well he learned his lesson, treat employees like dirt, complain about it, and he will be rewarded for it.

That is how the cookie crumbles, and companies can't figure out why their employees keep quitting. It takes a strong and a little crazy person to work my job and not erode their self-esteem to dust.

Today's events

Today I had to wait an hour for cable tv. I had a black screen and sound and remote didn't work. Then picture came up finally and remote worked. Then find out on facebook my sister's cat is dead. I just petted her last week. I bet niece is taking it hard. They think she licked a bottle of cleaner and poisoned into kidney failure. RIP Scout: 11 and half years old. Then we are still overbooked for the 3rd day in a row. Had to tell a guy with broken headlight I had nothing to give him. Next we had a guy show up wanting another car from a flat tire. He didn't like our single car choice, refused to go to another, demanded the owner's cell number, and I ended up calling security. My coworker was helping him, but he got on my last nerve. The cops encouraged him to decide whether to take a car he didn't like or go to another counter and we will return his. They are so good encouraging resolution. In the arguing, the guy told my coworker we had 4 car choices and I'm wondering which company stalls he is looking at. Then leaving I think he meant the personal cars in the return lot we had available for him to choose (one of those cars is mine and he ain't touching it). No more excitement the rest of the night and thank goodness it is my Friday. I think I'll stay in bed all day.

Six more weeks of winter?

Happy Groundhog Day Everybody.

In hell

I'm in hell this week from severe overbooking. Apparently one company has a conference and every employee must have their own car instead of a carpooling. It puts a strain on me sending out cars needing oil changes and have bad tires. I wish people would stop crashing our cars, it would help a little, 15 shop cars from accidents the past month. Plus customers keep showing up 2-4 hours late so I don't know who is coming or not as closing tiem approaches. Then I have to wait for a delayed flight that went past closing time so I have no one to send my customers if I physically completely run out of cars. So I give away my last car and run out the door. I have nothing to exchange and don't want to hear the complaints. But a lady wants to debate whether or not her friend living 3 hours away went to the wrong airport, she doesn't understand why she is not picking her up. If this lady is getting around to asking to borrow my phone to call her firned, it's locked in a drawer and I'm leaving so I really don't care about her problems. Then a guy needs help finding his car stall. Easy one so I guide him to the row since I'm going that direction. The one car rental gal waiting for the same flight had only one customer while I had 3 so she is long gone. Now my car is covered in ice. Spray the de-icer and scrape it off. Then I have to go grocery shopping. Finally make it home and have to email my manager cuz she will hearing a complaint about the bad tires I was forced to rent out. The guy was in a larger car class so I informed him and the men ahead stuck in minivans that if they hate their cars they are allowed to exchange them later. But at least, I told the manager, I didn't have the club member no show show up too with no car to give him, cuz possibly I would had to call security when he possibly had a conipition fit screaming how he is exceptionally privaledged member for 20 years, what do I mean I don't have a car for him and everyone else is closed. How do I explain he is the reason I am severely overbooked. I got to bed at 3 AM. Today and tomorrow will be even worse. Oh joy.

What a night

Last night, my latest crush (new guy at the car rental next door) after his last delayed flight reservation at 1:30 AM and could have gone home: took my car across the street to fill it with gas cuz it was at 1/4 tank (I gave him a credit card to pay at the pump), left it in his nearer stall running so I would leave warm (he put the defogger on too), and then stayed with me chatting until my last reservation had landed at 2:18 AM. Then he left cuz he didn't want to rent anymore cars. He actually asked if I was really going to wait for this person cuz our cutoff is at 2 AM. But she called and I said an extra 10 minutes won't kill me, so I stayed and called the airline to check the departure and arrival times. She was so happy she wanted my manager's email to send a thank you. People say all the time but never do. Took extra time getting home from the snowfall covering the streets and felt starved for some reason. If this guy likes me so much to do all this then why isn't he asking me out on a date. Is he taking his time?

Today is lots of snow outside and Precious is playing in it.

Ho hum

I tell my latest crush he is devilishly handsome and he gets the courage to ask out one of his customers. And he told me a week ago he just got out of a relationship and not ready for another. What is wrong with this picture? Even worse, he confides he is hot for another gal at work who doesn't speak to him when he says hi. Ok maybe I need to find someone else to gawk at. Too bad there is no one else to gawk at. I hope my new dating book will change things.

Again!

Ceiling is leaking again. The guy said they put in new shingles and will have clear away more snow to check problem. Rearranged my photo album from removal of ex boyfriend pic. Donated ex boyfriend gifted blue cat to charity. Guys at work laughed at my new dating book when I asked to borrow happy movies. I haven't been asked out in 2 years so yes, I do need this dating book. One asked why I wasn't happy. I said recently my cousin died and before that my Dad died, before that guys either ignore me or run away from me. I try to chat with guys at work but they tend to stray into conversations that bore me, like cars and video games. Got new kitty calendar and Frodo had to scratch at the pic as I was writing down birthdays. Niece has a new ballet obssession. She loves watching ballet clips on the computer from pro ballet companies. Told sister she has to get some ballet lessons for. Perhaps next Fall when they have their adoption bills paid off. I wonder if my Barbie Swan Lake DVD for her birthday did that. She loves those Barbie movies. Now have take Precious outside.