The Adventures of Being Me

Well since I had an interview the next day, last night I went into roommate's room (my guest room) to print my resume and grab an outfit from the closet. The room reeks of cat poop and there is a cat in the middle of the floor. Confronted roommate about cat in his room when I said no cat allowed. Bilbo will attack another cat going by his behavior looking out windows. He said the cat would be there only one night. I ask how long the cat has really been in his room. He replied, Since the dog came. He was so proud he hid the cat in his room from me for two weeks before I discovered it. He lets it out when I'm not there. She cat is terrified of Bilbo. Misty has taken to hiding under the couch from the dog to the point she won't come out to use her litterbox and pooping in a corner when I have an end table. I had newspaper there cause ferrets like to poop there. I have taken to placing food and water under the end table so she has nourishment. As cold as this sounds, I hope...

Dog loves cats so gives Bilbo and Misty a sniff to get clawed in returned. I told my roommate my house was a lousy foster home for a dog but they have no other place to take it. Nobody in the girlfriend's family will take it in. Dog loves to watch the ferret but I worry ferret will get hurt cause she is blind and has lymphoma. Received my house assessment that jumped $30,000. How does that happen in one year? What is that going to do to my insurance part of my mortgage payment? How do I prove my house is worth less? If I don't find a better job soon, I will have to sell my house cause I can't afford the payments. My pets are buried in the backyard so that will break my heart to leave them. Bilbo got his teeth cleaning and vet had to pull a tooth out. Another $100 I had to pay. I can't contribute to Easter dinner and I always make a bunny cake. I have cake mixes, just not any frosting and no ingredients to make any. I can only afford bare necessities. No soda pop, n...

Roommate's girlfriend who had been couch surfing for 9 months has managed to get a hotel room and taking the dog back. I wonder if roommate will move in with her. Not my problem anymore. Well all that was just a lie. I'm a free kennel and free hotel for the girlfriend. Her dysfunctional family can't or won't take the dog in. Roommate hates me putting his girlfriend down and made me apologize to her. Fine, sorry. She uses food stamps to help us buy food so I have to put up with her. My cats are freaked out by the dog and Bilbo has scratched her nose when dog entered his space. Her crazy family refuses to take in this dog when I am a lousy free kennel and I'm real sorry I insulted her flaky family. I discover this lie when girlfriend spent the night to ask why isn't she in her hotel room instead using my shower and using my laundry room? Oh, there's no hotel room. My bad.

Well, roommate just exploded like a volcano at me. He asked me to drive across town to a place he knows will sell him cigarettes being underage. It is also across the street from the hotel he used to live with a former coworker and career criminals next door. Last time we stopped here he viewed his old friend walking across the street and he ducked down to avoid been seen by him. Since he said he had been receiving death threats from his old friends he ratted on, I refused in concern for his safety (and me driving the car). He doesn't care if he gets beat up or shot (he once said his friend had a gun). Yeah, I do care having to watch the whole thing while driving the car he is in. Oh, someone said the couple isn't there anymore so it's safe. And someone could be lying to trap him. Besides he don't need them. It's a good time to stop smoking. He has vapors so he will be fine. He blows up how he and his girlfriend try to please me. They buy food with her food stamp...

I hate video interviews. Something always goes wrong. Interviewer called my phone and did a phone interview instead. And I did my make-up for nothing. They rejected me. Did another phone interview but I think I are a fake company. Had a hotel guest try to go through an electric revolving door that doesn't work and roped off. After not succeeding in pushing the door, they went open another door. Had a "only famous on social media" musician stay at my hotel. They were performing at a club somewhere. The security guard was a fan and got their photo with them. I don't have TikTok so have no idea who they were. Set up a live event on my social media to do a reading of my Easter book hoping for more sales. I only sold 1 book to a coworker last year so hoping to do better this year. Started advertising my Easter egg candles. I am so stressed out from being broke, Boromir dying, and trying to find a new job that I decided not to make any Easter wreaths or gnomes this Eas...