Quite a week

Well my miserable life is still miserable. Let's see: I signed up for unemployment and still not in their system when I make my required weekly call, My wrist is hurting from filling out online apps and taking stupid personality tests, and then Had a big fight with my Mom and then my sister how stupid I am to wanting to apply for graduate school cuz I will never get a job cuz I am just so stupid trying to improve my life. I worked retail store and car rental jobs since I graduated college the first time so nobody is ever going to hire me to do anything else. So okay I tell them I won't apply to grad school if that makes them happy. Now they completely change personalities like Dr . Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and so sweetly tell me they want me to try, they just can't handle me failing and wasting money. Excuse me, whose life is this and who is living it? This is exactly why I wanted to tell people about grad school after I was accepted, but it slipped out when crying over losing my job. Then my sister tells me to take a carer test to decide a more appropriate vocation. I took a dozen of those in college and one in high school. I'm sorry that things I am good at don't pay well. Better finish my letter of intent and start my writing sample proving my analytical abilities for my grad school app.