Heart to heart

Had a lengthy conversation with someone who reads about my life online. My blogs and updates are quite negative. This person thinks I should be more careful what I say online cause people will think I'm a negative person.



Let's see: I'm jobless, I'm out of unemployment benefits, I'm broke, and I'm dependent on my family's generosity to keep me from living on the streets. I think I have earned the privaledge to be negative.



Forgive me if I don't wish to pretend everything is ok when I'm drowning. If a friend thinks I should be the phony person they are, perhaps we should not be friends. Their fantasies do not help me get through my reality in hell.

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