New Manager

Well we got a new Rooms Operations Manager to take over the management of the Front Desk. Weird title for Front Desk Manager, but whatever. I wonder how long this one will last and how much they will rearrange and torture us changing everything before they quit. Please God let me leave this hotel. I can't afford to stay, I need bigger paychecks. And a stable schedule would be nice.

Someone said if given the choice between a happy puppy or the sad puppy covered in poo, I would naturally pick the happy puppy.

Actually this person doesn't know me at all. I would pick the old dog facing the wall convinced nobody will adopt them cause they need love the most. I have nobody to impress with a happy puppy.

I want to scream. Finally got a job offer, from the job I didn't want. I always get hired to do jobs nobody else wants cause they suck. Of course I will accept it and do it cause nobody will hire to do the job I do want. And people can't understand why I am so unhappy. Let me try to explain. Employers refuse to hire me to do the jobs I want to do. I would love to work in an office, but I am not good enough for them. I don't fit into their company culture. I don't have the correct experience. So no job for me. That is why I don't work jobs that would make me happy. Employers refuse to hire me.

I got bills to pay so I need to work even if I hate it until the day I quit cause nobody else is going to pay my bills for me. I have empty cupboards and no money to buy food cause all money I get from paycheck advances this week for has to pay the mortgage. I have to close my shop after Christmas cause I can't afford to keep buying supplies when people don't buy my stuff (many people want it for free which cost me money).

I am so depressed.

If you wondered, it's the shuttle van driver job at another hotel. Part-time working 2 days a week so not quitting my current job.