Tuesday, March 05, 2024

I'm trying but can't stop drowning

Counted up all my cash, balanced the checkbook, and checked the balance on my prepaid card. I cried petting Bilbo laid on top of my bed pillows. Bilbo didn't eat his food last night so tried to spoon feed it to him. He won't take it. His pain medicine is in the food so next dose I put in water and used the antibiotic syringe to get it in his mouth. He was thirsty and drank some water. He can move around and used the litterbox. Got fresh can food and he still won't eat it. I even put crush catnip on it and still he won't eat it. I don't know what to do. I adveritsed my beaded items and egg candles to have 0 orders. I broke down and started a Gofundme fundraiser. I'm desperate for cash to pay my relative back for Bilbo's surgery and pay for their shots on Thursday.

Plus roommate been asking since last weekend for some booty, but I am too stressed out to have fun. I keep having panic attacks so bad I feel I am having a stroke or heart attack. Now is not time for fooling around.

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