Stress. Having lunch to celebrate March birthdays today. Sigh. Food place chosen has pickles included with every sandwich on the menu. I asked for no pickles on my sandwich cause of my allergies. I hate eating out with people. I know I'm a freak who doesn't like spicy food and allergic to pickles. I brought food from home just in case. At least I was warned to bring cards for the birthdays so I wasn't the only one without a card to give.
Had a lovely lunch with everyone at work. Food was okay. Roommate called in the middle of it cause he fell off his scooter to hurt himself. He might ned urgent care. That led to questions of how we met and where he came from. He started new job today so happy about that. Then it got brought up he started new job a month ago. What happened with that? That didn't work out. That led to my kindness being abused which led to fearing for my life cause I have an inheritance coming and bums can easily kill me to empty my accounts. My family has already relayed their fears about my roommate and squatters rights cause my roommates are inable to get a job and/or keep a job more than 3 weeks. I swear sometimes I want to sell my house, buy a camper, leave everyone behind to start fresh somewhere else to cut all contact with everyone cause I am getting sick and tired of people telling me how to run my life. I have to careful what I say on social media cause it will make me look bad. I don't post about everything up here. There was time I was injured and none of you saw my roommate's face when he found me. He was worried about me to get me help I needed. You expect me to believe this is a cold heartened killer. He had 2 years to steal from me. You don't know him like I do. All you see is unemployed guy and you jump to conclusions. I am sick of it to divorce everyone.