Made hats last year with macrame cord which made them a little stiff. And I think I made them too large so nobody bought one. This time I made hats with yarn and came out well as a shorter version than last year. Hope people like them. I don't want to make very many from people not buying much this year. I fear I will be forced to close up shop at the end of the year if people don't buy anything.
A small town girl living in the city full of crazy people. But then, who is normal anyway? I love books, skateboarding, ballet, loud music, hanging out with my nieces and nephew, and shopping. Live with 2 roommates, 2 dogs Anna and Rufus, and 2 kittens Rosie and Goldberry. (ferrets Faramir-RIP, Eowyn-RIP, Arwyn-MIA, Luthien-RIP, Beren-MIA, Boromir-RIP/cats Precious-RIP and Frodo-RIP, Bilbo-RIP, Misty-RIP).
Sunday, November 30, 2025
Shoveling snow
Got up early to shovel the driveway. About 6 inches so no big deal. My hips hurt from leaning over to make ornaments the past 2 days and trying to get over a cold. Finished half the drive when neighbor came by snowblowing the street (my dead-end street doesn't get plowed until 24 hours after it stops snowing). He finished the rest. Now I can watch church online since I didn't go today from the snow.
PS. I did order an 18-inch snowblower on Black Friday, but it hasn't been delivered yet. Hopefully arrives tomorrow.
Saturday, November 29, 2025
Macrame Bell Attempt
Tried to make a macrame bell. Suppose to turn this thing inside out. The hole at bottom is too small to push the bunch at the top through. Have to toss this into the garbage too. I have wasted 18 hours to produce not one ornament I can sell. Try again tomorrow. Tomorrow morning I have shovel my driveway before I start working on ornaments. I may have no new ornaments to sell this coming Saturday if this keeps up.
2nd and 3rd Attempt at Beaded Bells
My 2nd and
3rd attempts at beaded bells. Understanding the directions was difficult and they look like lopsided lampshades instead of bells. I give up. Tossed all 3 of these attempts in the garbage. They look awful. Maybe try again later.Still Snowing
And still snowing. I'm toasty warm in my new designed by me sweatshirt and Target sweatpants. I have not worn sweatpants for several years once they changed to the bell bottom yoga pants style and stretchy knit instead of fuzzy inside. Found these elastic cuff on the bottom and fuzzy inside so grabbed them.
Friday, November 28, 2025
Beaded Bell 1st Attempt
My first attempt at making a beaded bell. I can see why my Grandma used wire instead of sewing thread. I bought a kit to learn how to make them. Ran out thread twice so next time add 3 more feet. Directions were so hard to understand and bottom row didn't look like the photo in package. At least the technique is in my brain and can do better next time. And use different colors cause this blue and silver is hideous.
I can't sell things
I want my Mommy. I'm so stressed and depressed that I don't want to put up my Christmas decorations. I can't find the energy to make my ornaments for my vendor fair next week. Will anyone buy anything? Will I go to all this trouble making things, spending money on supplies, and not sell anything. I designed the cutest Halloween sweatshirts, pillows, and cards. All I sold was 3 cards to an advisor and couple bracelets to the chiropractor's receptionist. I created the cutest Christmas Collection of clothes, accessories, etc. Got over 1000 views of my shop Facebook page the past 30 days. Over 300 views in one day after making reels of my designs. A couple sales to people I know. I want to cry. Did a Black Friday coupon offering 20% off, offering free shipping for orders over $50. Not 1 sale. I'm so depressed. I can't find the drive to make these ornaments. I think they will be cute and gladly put them on my tree, which I can't put up until after the vendor fair, but will others like them enough to pay for them. People gladly spend $50 on a Stanley Tumbler, but not $28-32 for my adorable tumblers. What do people want?
PS. That was fast. I go downstairs to do laundry and had a vision of Mom. She said to go make my ornaments. Maybe people will buy them and maybe they won't. Whatever people don't buy I can put on my tree and I will have a pretty tree. Then she says she taught me well to make things. I agree, she did teach me well to make things. Working on beaded bells I love so much. The hard part is understanding the directions 1st time I make it. Sometimes I need a video to see what they are talking about.
It's snowing
It started snowing. I just got home from the grocery store when it started. Maybe we will have a white Christmas this year.
Both kittens climbed the tree
Goldie and Rosie climbed the tree today. Goldie came down first. Rosie came down ungracefully when we all went inside. I looked out the window, and she was dangling from a branch, letting go, plopping onto the grass. The branch was just above my reach, so I guessed about 6-7 feet. I went out to grab her, and she ran right inside. It is cold outside today. Everybody got treats.
Thursday, November 27, 2025
People think I can't drive in snow
Funny how people think I can't drive in snow. I've driven in white out, barely can see car in front of me, on no street lights dark highway, in a tiny Cavalier. My current FWD SUV can handle up to 14 inches of snow before I start getting stuck on unplowed streets. Learned this the hard way and even got stuck in my driveway. Neighbor came out to help shovel snow so I could get the car in the garage.
Happy Thanksgiving
Cooked a turkey last night so roommates could have turkey for Thanksgiving while I am at my brother's house. I got other food too, so they may have a good meal whenever they wake up. Roommates were confused why I was cooking it the night before. Because it takes 6 hours to cook a turkey. I will be gone most of the day, so I cooked it the night before, so it is ready tomorrow, so they can have a nice Thanksgiving dinner without me. Instead of saying thank you for cooking them a turkey, he brushes off how he doesn't celebrate holidays cause Thanksgiving is just another day of the week, and he didn't know it would be Thanksgiving tomorrow. Well, now he knows, and I have food for them to have a nice meal while I am at my brother's house. Well, better pack up and go.
Tuesday, November 25, 2025
To the Emergency Vet
Took Rosie to the emergency vet. Little white worm came out of her butt when roommates were petting her. Emergency vet don't do fecal tests when I brought in poop. Said they think it was tape worm or rice worm we saw. Gave her an injection of dewormer and said one dose was enough. Will see what comes out of her poop the next few days. Purchased some dewormer for the other pets just in case. Have to take poop to regular vet to confirm the parasite in her.
Monday, November 24, 2025
Scratch 1 Macrame Angel
Get ready to make macrame angels to find a hoop is missing. Anna was gnawing on something before I noticed the hoop missing. While I'm searching, Anna moves to me walking around the room. Then I see a strange object like a bone where Anna was. I deduced she chewed up my missing hoop.
Miserable macrame yard unraveled to make my knots impossible. Try again tomorrow.
Kitten climbed a tree
Proud Mama. Rosie climbed her first tree. She came down when started to rain and came to the back door when I brought Goldie inside (drenched kitties not happy). Goldie Goldie tried to climb the tree, but made it half way up the trunk. More practice needed. We celebrated with a can of tuna. Wet dogs and kittens are dried.
Thursday, November 20, 2025
Missing Dog Collar
Interesting. Anna's collar is missing off her neck. She goes to groomer for her baths so probably in the backyard.
PS. Took dogs out for a pee. Found the collar next to a raised part of the fence she likes to put her head through. Collar caught in the fence to slide off her head.
Wednesday, November 19, 2025
Wicked Part 1 on TV
Oh cool, they have Wicked on TV. Never seen it before. Does this mean I must watch Part 2?
Tuesday, November 18, 2025
Thank goodness
Took dogs outside to pee last night to have kittens escape out the door. Got all 4 animals inside, shut the door, and heard a loud KABOOM!! Thank you God for letting us get inside before it rained. Heard rain on the roof as I fell asleep in my nice, warm bed.
Sunday, November 16, 2025
Blessed the House Again
Blessed my house again. Dogs both started barking like crazy facing the same direction. Then while they were barking a lamp that was turned off flickered on then off. Roommates were outside came back inside and explained what happened. They went to clean up their room before I blessed it.
Used different method this time. Last time used olive oil mixed in holy salt water and said "Evil shall pass". Air felt different, but maybe non-evil ghosts are getting through. This time I used only water I blessed with salt and said "I bless this house in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit". Air feels different.
Saturday, November 15, 2025
Parent Style Debate
Saw a reel asking if working a lot/not being home, but having money, or staying home/not working so much and being poor, was better for children. Yeah, well, neither one is better than the other.
My Dad worked on the railroad and Air National Guard to be away a lot, but we had money. Then he was laid off from the railroad for 7 years and retired from the military after 25 years of service. He rented the farmland he owned and sold seed corn from the garage for money, so we were on the poor side.
My childhood memories are not of him being gone nor being poor. They are riding in his beat-up pickup truck to the hardware store, him reading the newspaper to me, or hearing him laugh while watching TV. Those memories are ones I hold dear.
Creepy Night
Funny. I fall asleep on couch and wake up around 11 PM. Take dogs out for final pee before I jump into jammies and go to bed. Well, not tired so read things on my phone. Dogs keep barking. Hush them cause at night time I can't sleep with them barking. Car lights, kittens playing in hallway, or my roommate sneezes and they have to bark. Anna in hallway or living room won't stop barking which set off Rufus barking. I move to get out of bed. Anna stops to whine to return to the bedroom to go under the bed. She usually sleeps under the bed or on the floor near bed. Likewise Rufus stopped. Heard roommate's voice in kitchen asking what they are barking at. I wondered if one episode was from my phone light reflecting in the mirror. Few minutes later roommates are the kitchen complaining the dogs woke them up. They said a lotion bottle fell over when the dogs were barking to startle them awake. Roommate said that wasn't him earlier asking what the dogs were barking at. He thinks the house needs another blessing. I already blessed the house once.
Friday, November 14, 2025
Marching Orders from Corporate
Well, corporate is heavily encouraging us (Use it cause we told you to and love it as much as we do) to use AI for clerical work, such as taking notes about meetings and writing meeting summary letters for clients. Oh, are they trying to replace the staff like me? Well, after using AI for the advisor's notes and letters, I conclude that I will not be replaced. AI takes the verbally dictated notes to create a series of bullet points, separating them into sections. OK, advisor likes the format I just have to check for spelling, cause a visor and an advisor are not the same thing. Then I put those bullet points into an AI letter and got the bullet point notes exactly the same. AI added an intro paragraph and a goodbye paragraph. Choppy, no flow, and don't change the notes into a professional letter. The advisor likes my letter better. Ha!
Thursday, November 13, 2025
RIP US Penny
Save those pennies. Vendors can change their prices to end with a 0 or 5 instead of rounding during cash transactions. Someday, they will be worth something.
Wednesday, November 12, 2025
Missing Rosie
Funny. Saw Rosie kitten when I came home. Took pets outside. No Rosie. Rosie would never miss out going outside so where is she? Walked the house calling her name and heard a small squeak several times. Figured out I locked her in the closet when I put my jacket away. Getting fresh air now.
Tuesday, November 11, 2025
Interesting article about Possibility of Invading America
I read the most amazing article about how difficult it would be to invade the United States. First, we are the 3rd largest country behind Russia and Canada with 4 time zones and variable environments so invaders would have to go through deserts, mountains, swamps, forests, and farmlands, not counting Alaska or Hawaii which would be easier to invade by themselves (Remember Japanese did attack those areas first, but not the Continental Coast). 2nd is we have 2 long coastlines and all land is bordered by Canada and Mexico who are our allies when Trump is not president. If D-Day is evidence of difficulty of a coastal invasion, remember that British Isles were 3-hour boat ride across the English Channel from Normandy. 3rd would be our weapons and technology: like computers, smartphones, GPS, Interstate Highways, drones, nuclear arsenal, satellites, stealth bombers, and don't forget all the forts, naval bases, aircraft carriers, ships, and submarines guarding the coastlines. We track hurricanes for days, detect solar storms and asteroids, and can detect the location of earthquakes in the middle of the Pacific Ocean to warn the west coast of tsunamis, so we would be ready for any great force coming to invade. And finally 4th, the American People. We have skilled military returned from wars in other countries. Then we have gun bearing private citizens thanks to the 2nd Amendment. And finally, we come together under stress like during Covid and 9-11 proving the American spirit. Probably explains why we haven't been invaded since 1812, unless you count the Civil War which took 4 years to end when America was half the size it is now.
Headlines today
Got to love news article headlines crying the retail apocalypse is here and (Insert Store) is closing stores nationwide. Yeah, they are closing for Thanksgiving. Not exactly the end of the world. But they got me to read the story. Since Covid, they started opening Black Friday at 5 AM or 6 AM instead of midnight or 9 PM on Thanksgiving night trying to be the 1st store open like when I worked retail years ago.
Monday, November 10, 2025
The dog who refuses to eat
Finally found the magic button to calm down Rufus to get him to eat. Start singing. He takes a few seconds of petting and singing to calm down.
Friday, November 07, 2025
Free pumpkin pie
Sweet. My Mom's financial advisor is giving away pumpkin pies for Thanksgiving. That reminds me. I need to get my Thanksgiving French Silk Pie ordered. Let's just say I made one from scratch. That was fun. My chocolate curls were more like sprinkles than curls. The whipped cream came from a can.
PS. Got pie ordered.
Thursday, November 06, 2025
Sweet Anna
I'm touched. Took out the pets, and the kittens approached the fence with the neighbor's dog on the other side. Both dogs got between the kittens and the dog. They are protecting the kittens.
Anna Mae is a mother hen with everybody growling and barking at misbehavior (like sneaking out the door I am walking through). She went berserk when Rosie tried to climb the tree. She isn't strong enough and only managed to make it a few feet up. Yeah, she needs to learn to climb a tree and climb back down (climbing down backwards) on her own.
Wednesday, November 05, 2025
9-month Review
Had my 9-month Review. I am improving since the secretary got fired, but I still have a few things to learn. The review got delayed cause an advisor got a call to deduce that the caller was being scammed. Had to call the family to get over to their home. My fellow assistant blocked all withdrawals from our accounts. The assistant saw someone logging into the website, and the caller said it was them.
If you have people with fuzzy brains, make sure you check up on them. I was sad that this caller contacted the advisor and not their own family first.
Monday, November 03, 2025
Christmas Phobia Triggered
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Took dogs out for a walk and some neighbor had Christmas lights on their outdoor tree. Come home and view Christmas commercials. Ok, they have been playing Christmas commercials before Halloween. I still have my Halloween stuff out. I'm not ready for Christmas. I have ornaments, greeting cards, and beaded stuff to organize and make before Milo's vendor fair. I know: Breathe, one step at a time. I can do it.
Saturday, November 01, 2025
Sweet Puppy
Sweet. Rufus was licking Goldie's head and playing with her a little bit. Then he looked at me as if asking permission. Yes, he may play with the kittens, just not roughly enough to hurt them. They are fragile babies still growing up. 4 and 5 Months old now to be able to jump up on the cupboards. They are ready to play with the pups.





