Turn of events

Wake up with hope I will be released after visiting the psychiatrist and finish my work this afternoon. The lady comes by and we talk. She says I am not ready to go home and go back to the job that I nearly committed suicide over. I have to go to a psych ward for 3-5 days. I am terrified of losing my job missing so much work. I only get 5 days of paid time off. I ask my roommate to call work that I will be a away 3-5 days. My chest gets tight and can hardly breathe. The psychiatrist says it's anxiety cause I am scared of what happens next. They have 2 women inspect me for bruises all over my naked body because I am going to a psych ward. I get picked up in a car and taken out of town to some facility in the late afternoon. I can feel things but still fuzzy brained. I tell the nurse I don't know what day of the week it is or what time it is. They have me change clothes and again inspect my naked body for bruises. Good thing I am half numb and fizzy brained. They ask if I felt doped and I said no. They tell me I am there Voluntarily and ask me to sign papers. I can barely move and can't sign my name. I object that I am here Voluntarily when the hospital sent me here. I tell them I want to go home. They won't let me go home until a doctor discharges me. Spend my first night in a psych ward. The bed is hard and food is terrible.