It is finally group activity day and I am hopefully leaving. We played Scategories, had a talk about emotions, and then another recognizing angry responses. I saw a new doctor and had a good talk. She is letting me leave. They just have to come up with a post-facility outpatient plan. They have me call my roommate to get the insurance card information and I later call him to say when I am coming home. Visit a social worker. I have an appointment with a therapist and have anxiety medication to pick up. Late in the afternoon I finally get to come home. And the doors are locked. I have to wait for my roommate to come home to open the door. He is out food delivering with his friend who has a car. He had a job interview at a fast food place at the time I was leaving in arranged transportation. We hug and I said he could stay for as long as he wants no matter what anyone says. I confess I had been mean to him and apologized. I have lied to him, insulted him, and embarassed him in front of his friends. I looked down on him and pushed him away. I've also been hiding sexual fantasies about him which made him beg for some booty. He got it. He leaves for more food deliveries.
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