Last night's drama

Well roommate and car buddy had another fight. He used roommate's phone for food delivery cause his is offline. Well he changed the password on roommate's phone that upset roommate. Friend bought him a margarita to be forgiven. Well he left and came back drunk and the fight begins. Doing laundry across roommate's room I heard one of them crying but unsure which. Well, friend went to leave saying to me that he threatened his life, but roommate pulled him back from driving drunk. Gets upset when friend bumps into my display case with figurines and a couple fall over. Don't break her things or roommate will kill friend. Both go downstairs again. Roommate comes up later unsure what to do. He wants to throw him out again, but then he demands his gifts back. He just gave roommate his old computer, which now has a broken monitor from their fight last night. Roommate is sad he can't play Minecraft now. I explain that demanding gifts back is not really a gift, it's a loan. Well this morning girlfriend came over and roommate is saying his friend threw a chair at him last night. Hope it wasn't my chair and it is now broken. He is so happy she is here. He even cooked the cinnamon rolls I bought. Girlfriend got a restraining order from her ex. She talked to the friend saying he is going down a dark path. Alcohol, meth, marijuana, cigarettes and whatever else he does have bad/dark pathways.

Saw a therapist today. I got my insurance back. Roommate says I need to get over my depression. I was recovering from it during the holidays and baking treats to give away. Now I am being threatened with wage garnishment from not paying credit cards and every time I go near my bankruptcy paperwork, I have an anxiety attack. He said I will feel better once I file the bankruptcy and stop stressing about it. So updating my paperwork and making an appointment with the bankruptcy attorney. He also said I need to be more firm with roommate about getting a job or find another place to live. I said it is hard to be firm when I'm barely functioning from stress and anxiety. Have another appointment next week. He talked about medication. I said I was open to that. I said earlier in the session when my insurance ended and no more meds that I felt better cause meds made me sleepy so I took them before bed.