I did it

Hello again. I have been meaning to give someone at work the finger for repeatedly telling me to smile. He walked by saying "Smile kiddo" and I flipped him off. "Smile" is the wrong thing to say to me right now. I am not sure if he saw it though. Then, I shared my Christmas events with a coworker starting with "My Grandma's funeral was lovely." I got upset just talking about and began shaking. Well, I better go now. I need to cry. Post later.