Need New Clothes Dryer

Well, brother changed the dryer belt and now it won't heat. He checked the fuses, thermometer, and heating element. Those are fine. He says there is nothing he can do. I need a new dryer. He said to go to a laundromat to clean my clothes (of course I can't use his washing and dryer machines). Buying a clothes rack to dry my clothes the hard way that end up stiff and scratchy. Started a gofundme page to raise funds. I hate begging for money, but people aren't buying from my online shop. 11 days until Christmas and still getting stuff made that probably nobody will buy. I'm so stressed it emotionally paralyzes me. And I was so happy getting a new job, then this happens. My soul is broken.

In my begging for funds for a new dryer and dishwasher, a social media friend reaches out to help my roommates find jobs. They are an old manager and know lots of people businesses. He can help get them interviews. I told them and their eyes lit up as they smiled. They are excited to receive any help they can get. They are ready to give up hope of finding a job. They are going crazy with cabin fever. They clean around the house just to do something. If they both were working, I probably wouldn't be in the financial mess I am in now, which makes my social media friends make snarky remarks that offend my roommates. None of the snarky people are helping me, but ready to take cheap shots at my roommates. They see freeloaders that I am fully supporting, what do they really expect?

Got paid today so went grocery shopping and mailed Christmas cards.

Relaxing on my lazy boy recliner watching Die Hard and had a dream of Mom during a panic attack tremor fit. She just said to Sleep Tight and kissed me goodnight. Which is weird cause she never kissed me goodnight as a kid, not even read me a bedtime story.