Learning new tasks

Today's sales tax payments. And since I run a business, I don't need training. Screw you who all said for me to quit my business cause I wasn't making a ton of money. It got me a job.

Wow, had a manager check on how I was doing by myself on their project and informs me they are asking because I seem to be afraid to ask questions. I told them that I am not afraid to ask questions, I just don't have any. Did the restaurant cash drawer tasks all by myself today and ran into the general manager of the restaurant getting things ready.

Had my short day today. Went over to banruptcy attorney office. Signed the papers with bankruptcy attorney. I want to cry.

People say cut expenses: OK. Should I shut off the electricity, phone, or water first. Apartments are more expensive than my house. Food and gas aren't going down. Insurance I need to keep. Sometimes you can't cut expenses anymore if you don't want to live in you car.

People say make more money: OK, buy a candle or beaded bracelet from me or better yet hire me to do something for you. Look over my resume. Search the job ads with me. Banks won't hire me. Nobody will hire me to be a secretary. I finally got a new job and no, it isn't paying as much as I need to pay off this debt with a credit counselor so bankruptcy I must file. 3 months and debt is gone, then I get to pay income taxes on it next year. Oh, boy.

Came home and roommate's cat is dead. He was giving her a bath when she started heaving to puke up her tuna meal. Her nose went in the water and inhaled a bunch water to drown. Roommate is devastated he couldn't save her. She will be buried in the backyard with my pets. Then while he was getting ready for his interview an hour away, he gets a message they hired a new dishwasher, but he can come over to interview for server. He doesn't want to be a server. I offered to get another pet since a local pet shelter was having a special this weekend. He said it was too soon. He hasn't told the 1st ex her cat is dead and afraid she will find out so I can't post it to my social media. Oh well, what can I do? And I was planning to take him out to eat to celebrate my first week at the new job. Cooked a pizza instead. He didn't want any.

OMG, my supervisor is really leaving this time. Old Assistant General Manager was promoted as General Manager to another hotel and apparently hired my supervisor as Assistant General Manager. Talk about a huge promotion from front desk supervisor. I am so happy for him. I will leave a gift for him to say good-bye and congratulations.