Happy May Day

Flipped the ceiling fans and turned on the air conditioning. Arranged another interview for a government office. When I saw the email, I screamed so loud I startled my roommate.

No more newspaper delivery. I can't afford it. With 1 ferret, I don't use as much newspaper anymore. Got to go to bare necessities unless I get a better paying job.

Poor Misty has been living under the sofa and pooping in a corner I have newspaper for the ferrets. I started placing food and water under the end table for her. Poor thing. Dog had been here for 2 weeks and I discover I have a visitor cat too. Roommate had been hiding cat in their room and when I opened the door to print a resume for my interview, cat stepped out the door. This is what I get for saying dog could stay for a week. I threatened to take the dog to the shelter cause it is way past the week I allowed. Roommate begged me not to do that cause girlfriend loves the dog so much and would crush her. She just has a dysfunctional family who can't get their lives together. That's all. Shame on me for not understanding that. Who knows when this dog and now cat are ever leaving. Misty will come out and let me pet her. She hides back under the couch when dog or humans enter the room. I am allergic to this dog so need to keep taking allergy medicine and avoid petting it.

Had a good interview who mentioned 2 weeks notice and asked about references. That is a good sign. I know 2 people ready to take over my job when I leave. Got a security guard fired. They hated delivering items for guests and kept turning off their walkie talkie which drove me nuts when trying to contact them. I hate costing people their job, but I was getting tired of that.

Security guard said they thought they saw a homeless man in the kitchen who walked into the break room to vanish. She saw the ghost of the dishwasher who died as I got hired. Funny I never viewed them when I go to the kitchen every night to place a paper with the guest count on it for the breakfast cooks.

Got another interview set up and sensed it was a fake company so didn't go. Closed my online shop again. No sales since January so has to close. Set it to inactive not deleted. Maybe someday I can reopen. The 2nd online shop I deleted the links, birthday club, cancelled coupons and discounts. Never received orders nor sell any gift cards so have to close. My niece who I gave a gift card to for her birthday came by and got a few candles to use it up. My sister paid for the excess amount of her selection. At least they took what I already made and not make new candles. Not much of a sale.

Received 2 rejection emails. I just love it when people say "If you hate your job, then go do something else". Congratulations for getting your dream job. I've tried for nearly a year to do something else. Applied and interviewed to get rejected. Started a drop shipping business and did farmers market plus a Christmas Craft Show that I had to close yesterday. Now tell me again to Go Do Something Else if I Hate My Job. My job is keeping me broke and debt piling up. I have been robbing my IRA account for months paying bills. God must really hate me.