what a weekend

We went to my Mom's family reunion and introduced loverboy to almost everybody. We saw the goats, chickens, cows, and sheep at Mom's cousin's farm. Afterwards, he changed my window screen and made a hole with the scissors he used to get the screen back in the window, and he put it in upside down. I didn't have enough screen left over so I went out to Home Depot and found the same stuff. I got loverboy Wendy's to thank him for doing that. It was late when he finished so I asked if he was leaving or did he wish to stay here. He slept on the balcony in his sleeping bag. I did the cat chores and turned off the lights, and he just remained on the couch through my "Good night". Next day, he is on the couch wearing the clothing he had on yesterday. He did move. He said one of the cats came out on the balcony and startled him.

I didn't have much breakfast food since I didn't know he would be spending the night. I did cat chores and took the cats outisde. He came for most of the walk and asked how much time left. 15 minutes. He went in to take a shower, and changed clothes. I made cheese sandwiches, took out the clean dishes and rinsed off the dirty ones in the sink (Proof that I do clean dishes). he said he knew out to get there from the Interstate so I directed to the Interstate from my place. Had to go on a faraway street because the closer ramp is closed. On the Interstate we miss where to get off because so many cranes and machinery were before the exit with a small orange sign saying Exit. I couldn't recall the last sign. He asks if this is where he gets off while talking about his cat, now if he wasn't talking so much while driving and paid attention we could lower these instances. I don't know where to get off, They're doing construction. Sorry everything I know is pulverized. Well the signs explain we needed to get off and turn around. We make it to an amusement park sign. He asks how to get there. I answer back that he said he knew how to get there. I don't, it has been too long to recall every turn. I said, Lot 5, bridge, Lot 4 remember that so we can find out way back in the parking lot. He asks for a pen to write on paper in his pocket cause he can't recall that all day. I say in my head, 5 fingers bridge 4 to help remember.

He asks what we shall ride first. I say we go to the end of the park and work our way to the front. He says he likes to fly by the seat of his pants and see what happens. Probably explains why nothing is happening between us. On the ski lift ride and brush my knee next to his on purpose, and he moves over. Then while waiting in line on the first roller coaster, I brush my hand and arm against his arm four times, and he pulls away. Ok, I'm ready to break this guy's heart cause I can only conclude he can't handle physical contact. And this joker can't wait to get engaged so we can have sex and says he dreams about holding my hand. Dream on. He plays skee ball to win a dinosaur from Shrek. He asks if I want it. No. He will give it to Honey to play with. He is unsure about the name Honey, it's so wild and crazy. I say, Then name him something else. No, he'll keep Honey. He is excited about all 3 cats living together. He had 3 cats once and they were all over the house. They had to go to the animal shelter cause his new landlord didn't allow pets. His landlord just started allowing cats this year. As we get off the water ride, the park person grabbed my arm cause I was getting up too fast and about to hit my head. I feel someone grabbign my hand and realized it was loverboy helping me off the ride. Finally some contact. Maybe I'll give him one more chance. On one ride I was shifting my weight to make it spin more, and he sat there like a stone.

I went shopping and we had ice cream. We got on the train and again brushed my knee against his. He looks down, and moves his leg. Ok, maybe this isn't working and want to break up with him again. He remembered Lot 5 as we left. I asked if he never plays his radio in the car, it wasn't on when we came. He isn't familiar with our stations so he doesn't play it here. I just his hit the search button until I find something I like. If it is a long highway journey, I'll play CDs. Guess what, he doesn't have any CDs, period. He said he needs to get a CD player on the way to the family reunion. At home, he pets the cats. I ask if he is blowing off or staying again. He will be leaving in an hour. Since he will be here a while I show my scrapbook from England. He saw my brother's book at the reunion and we had to stop before finishing to leave. I showed it to finish seeing the trip. After show and tell, I started reading Harry Potter. I put my feet next to him, and he moved his leg but my feet still touched him. Since I never have broken up with anybody before, guys always were the one leaving me behind, I shall write some drafts before sending him my break up email so I don't get misinterpreted. I just got an email stating my birthday gift to him was just shipped out today. I don't know whether to mail it to him or send it back to Target.com. It is a nice watch. I'm just exhausted making this relationship work. I can't take it anymore. Post later. Bye!